I'll wait for you..

I think things aren't going to well, and it's time to give it all up or sink with your treasures.
hmm, the weathers been funny lately. I need a new job terribly, maybe I'll read the paper,
kaay good day:]

Backstabbing never seemed so fun...

In the long run I really don't need anyone. I'm finding out who I truly need in my life, and pretty much there's a list that's very few. I've never felt more uncomfortable when someone lies to my face. When I turn around knives get thrown right in my back and pretty soon people throw them right in your face. "Friends" supposedly need you there with them, but then again what they say behind your back means more to you than what they're saying to your face. Words that aren't spoken to you always seem to have an unkind meaning and they never seem to have the same meaning as the ones that are spoken in person. Sometimes people turn on you and walk away but you get strong and get past that, you move on. But the reason you move on is because they've never really been someone you cared to have in life or someone of importance that you would even care to chase after. When you need someone in your life, you treat them as if you were stuck on an island and that's who you chose to come with you, cause you'd rather have no one else. This is just letting some stuff out, but it sounds bitchy, sorry.